What matters if it didn't really matter

*felt like clearing my head up a bit so I wanted to give this a try, these are thoughts that wonderful around my head. Not something you should argue with me about. They're just here for you to wonder or support your curiosity of another's input on life*

In this day and life, we are born as creatures of youth with total chaos surrounding our minds with questions.

Why do we exist?
Who made us?
What are we?
Are we really HUMAN?

Questions after questions, we'll seek for truth day in and day out but nothing seeks to exist on this place called Planet Earth.

Is there life beyond the galaxies? What lies beneath our souls?
How do we keep going?
When will it end?
Why would it end?

I'm here to discover and find answers within myself and analyze what I can in order for me to find what everyone seeks for besides the truth. HAPPINESS. Happiness exists amongst ourselves and we are one with our God. We live each and everyday to make ourselves happy. We learn and cherish our mistakes. We gain knowledge and progress through life without regrets the way we should. GOD is what we consider our answer since no one else is there to accuse. But what is GOD? It's something that is in control of EVERYTHING.

Just planet earth?
Just our inner Galaxy?
Beyond many galaxies?
Do many galaxies even exist?
What if we were all just lab rats testing Earth's capabilities and/or our human race as well as any animal or any living organism in general?
What if it's all just a test?
What if this didn't matter?
What DOES matter?

Only YOU have that right to say what matters because we are human. We're not animals, plants, bacteria, or anything that lives in this world. We're just HUMAN. That's our chosen path for testing. That's what we're hear for. a test you know NOTHING of.

What if I knew the truth?
what if I didn't?

again, DOES IT MATTER? Only thing that matters is YOU. If you were an animal, the only thing that matters is YOU. If you were a plant, the only thing that matters is YOU. If you were something that DIDN'T exist beyond our knowledge the only thing that matters is YOU.

Why waste time finding answers that will never be told?
Even if they were foretold, What if they weren't TRUE?
How could we tell truth from lies? What if the truth you thought of, was a lie?
What of the lie you thought of, was true all along but you still didn't know?

DOES IT MATTER? WE MATTER. what feels good matters. Our HAPPINESS is what matters.

DOES IT MATTER to you?
What if happiness wasn't what mattered?
Are we supposes to be sad?
Are we supposed to hate?
Are we supposed to kill one another?

DOES IT MATTER? Now you're starting to see what matters. HOW? Only YOU can answer that for yourself. NO ONE ELSE. Humans have unique ways of living. We have life. We have feeling. We have belief. We have thoughts. We have CHOICE. CHOICE of what MATTERS. Why? Now you can start answering your own questions. Now you can find your own truth. LIFE BEYOND MATTER is BEYOND DECISIONS, BEYOND TRUTH, BEYOND THOUGHTS, BEYOND GOD, BEYOND.....you.